{ spoonful of positivity and ootd }

Top: H&M {Thrifted}, Black Tube 

Black High Waist Pants {Thrifted} 

Shoes, St. Francis

Top: Checkerd long sleeves {Thrifted} 

Brown Pants, St Francis

Shoes, St. Francis

Top: Maong Polo {Thrifted} 

Black Leggings, SM Dept. Store

Shoes, St. Francis

Positivity all the way!

I love being positive, although there are really times that I feel so down. I let myself cry and be down and feel sorry for a while, But I'll climb my way up to that positivity ladder. I like sharing positivity cause I really love being on a very rainbowish vibe, Full of colors, full of happy people. :) That's when I thought of giving my ootd posts (Outfit of the day posts) a twist. Something that shows what I love to do, and would bring smiles and good vibes ;)

I created an album on my facebook account  OOTDS, CHIBI ME & POSITIVITY! wherein I post all of my ootd's with positive quotes / bible verses captions. Got alot of likes. And I'm happy that people liked it and I hope that those quotes somehow reached their hearts and souls and I hope that It helped them feel better and feel more positive :) And for those who doesn't have facebook ,  has not added me yet or just don't want to add me, these are some of the photos and quotes that I've uploaded ;)

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So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same. - Francesca Reigler

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An optimist sees an opportunity in every calamity; a pessimist sees a calamity in every opportunity."
Sir Winston Churchill

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"When you are asked if you can do a job, tell 'em, 'Certainly I can!' Then get busy and find out how to do it." -Theodore Roosevelt

And for those who's currently feeling down.. Cry. Let yourself be down for a while. It's not bad to be sad or mad or be negative. It's bad when you let those negative feelings eat you alive. But make sure that after a day  or two, learn to move forward and look at the brighter side of things. Let it be a lesson, and remember these:

Somedays, You just have to create your own sunshine.

Spread Positivity! 

OOTD : "SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW"

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EVERYONE WANTS HAPPINESS,

NO ONE WANTS PAIN.

BUT YOU CAN'T MAKE A RAINBOW,

WITHOUT A LITTLE RAIN.

My day starts at night, so let this be my ootd post for March 13th evening up to March 14th morning. lol. Since I'm rushing my butt to go to work, I decided to wear something easy to wear, at something na makakatakbo ako from metrowalk to the office! wahahaha!

Top: Thrifted

Pants: Bizaare

Shoes: Tiangge, Riverbanks

Here are my office and picture buddies! :) 

Handsome and Pretty playmates/chikamates and colleagues!

with ria, my gf <3

With adam's mistress, Japz :))))

And this is EMMA, my mortal enemy </3 

lol. Just joking. ;)

Hittin' high, Hittin' low

Win or lose you should go.

Getting warm, getting cold

Weather could be so good or bad.

But baby this is life now don't get mad.

- Rainbow, Southborder

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After work, I went straight to brhent's school cause I bought him milk. He's getting bigger and more talkative and more handsome. Hihihi. On our way to my Aunt's house, He told me that I have nice shoes and asked me if it's new, I don't know why he asked me that, but i find it really really cute :3. He had non-stop kwento. He said he was very good in school today. :)

Even if there is pain now

Everything will be alright

For as long as the world still turns

There will be night and day

Can you hear me

There's a rainbow always after the rain

 - Rainbow, Southborder

Anger Management

I am not okay and that's why I'm blogging. I promised myself to never again lose self control. I don't know if you have felt this kind of feeling that you're just so mad and you're just so sick and tired of it and you just want to not be mad. It's just like you want to scream but you're not allowed to. It's like you're being tortured inside but you're trying to be strong. I'm mad and I'm trying to control it. I'm mad and I just don't want to be mad. I don't really know. Earth has been producing lots of people who wants to pull you down, God has been giving me so much test in life lately and I just want to pass. There's just this people who just can't resist making other people stressed. So i'm locking myself just to keep my promise. I just don't want to hate anymore. For hatred really is just a useless emotion.

Maybe, It's just so hard for me to release hatred and anger because I'm such a boring person, living a simple life and is happy with simple and small things. I can just sit around a corner and doodle. I can just lay myself in bed for 24 hours reminiscing happy thoughts. I can hangout with my friends but i sometimes choose not too because i don't want them to be sick of me talking about how i feel. I just don't want to share these negative feelings inside with those people living in a positive world.

I know it's still early to write down what i've learned for this day because it's just 4pm and there's still 8 hrs left before the day ends and that something else might happen, but writing this blog post somehow lessen the hatred and anger i'm feeling. So here are my realizations:

Always pray when you're mad.

I prayed for god to help me move on with this feeling. I prayed for positivity and I thank

him for letting me experience this feeling for It gives alot of realizations.

Never be afraid to cry.

I was trying to not cry for I want to tell myself to be strong, But not crying just means I'm weak.

It's a form of letting go. If you don't want to curse,If you don't want to hate and do not so good things then just cry. It's better than posting your hatred out on facebook.

Never ever keep it inside.

I'm currently sick and i feel more sick because i was keeping it inside.

If i can't tell people how mad and sad i am, then let your mind speak through writing or blogging.

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I am feeling better now. Not super better, though But i'll know

I'll get there. One step at a time.

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S O M E D A Y S

YOU JUST HAVE TO CREATE YOUR OWN

S U N S H I N E

Up up and away!

March started with me winning awesome prices because of my hobby, which is blogging. It started "Okay". Now, the Okay road is bringing me somewhere dark, A dead end. But i won't complain. This is part of life. This is one of God's plan and this is one of those millions of test I need to take. This is like those types of bad tasting medicine when you're sick, that you need to take to make you feel way way better. Today, I just need a good rest, and good sleep and an awesome mind set, then I would start my journey to the positivity land. :)

I had a pretty good cry and realization earlier. I know I've had such big mistakes that led me to this. Mistakes that God wanted me to commit because I need to learn. I realized that I'm such a bad person when I'm mad. I lose the happy me, I let go of my brain and I don't think before I speak.. In short, I lose self control. Now I know that i should keep my mouth and my head shut so my brain won't go elsewhere, So that I'd still be able to think before I do and say anything. I also realized that I lost my respect and love for myself which is very important. I learned that people should love themselves first. Cause If you love yourself, You'll trust and respect not just yourself but others as well. Now I need to be a better me. I don't want these things happen again. I don't want to cry no more.

Starting today, I would list down positive thoughts and feed my self with positive energy. Then, I would share it with others. Starting today, I would not lose self control and would think before I speak so I won't end up hurting anyone. Today, I won't punish and hurt myself. I would love myself first, So i could love and respect others. Today, I'd be a better me. A better mom. A better friend. And would focus on my goals in life.

“Get going. Move forward. Aim High. Plan a takeoff. Don't just sit on the runway and hope someone will come along and push the airplane. It simply won't happen. Change your attitude and gain some altitude. Believe me, you'll love it up here.” 

- Donald J. Trump

Goodmorning Saturday!

Good morning from Exkishme!

I just want to share some love and positivity whenever I can through my doodles! :)

I know you can share positive vibes on whatever time but the best time to share it would be every Morning ;)

Today, I just want to remind everyone that during dark times, When you have problems, When you think that no one can help you and no would understand.. Still you have the key to your own life. Don't ever think that there's no way for you to be happy. You're the one to decide, You always have an option. It would always be you who can help yourself.

SOMEDAYS YOU

JUST HAVE TO 

CREATE YOUR OWN

SUNSHINE!

Let's always choose to be positive!